I was just wondering if you'd come along.

I was just wondering if you'd come along

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[Monday, June 18th 2007]||[1:31pm]

[ mood | nostalgic ]

[ music | Graduation - Vitamin C ]

Yes, I am listening to this cheesy song. And yes, I do have tears in my eyes.

Man, I've waited four years for this day and it's come too soon. I know we still have two months to hang out and I know that this summer is looking to be fabulous but still. Today after grad rehearsal was great... there was that slightly awkward but refreshingly honest period followed by just pure fun and it made me sad that I haven't really gotten to know a lot of people until this year. Until this year I've felt like I haven't really had many friends and I was most comfortable at camp. I'm glad I found a lot of solid friends and I know someone's always there, but I wish it had happened sooner. I have about a million regrets, mostly I wish that I hadn't spent a lot of my time thinking about petty things, or fighting about petty things. But I've learned a lot and each of those "mistakes" has made me who I am. I just can't believe we're here already... I still feel like a little insecure 7th grader inside, am I really ready to go and live in New York City without my parents or anyone? I know I am, but it's so hard to believe how fast time has gone by.

I just hope the summer doesn't go too quickly... I want to drink in every minute of it.

what would you say

took this from the fasian [Sunday, January 14th 2007]||[1:13pm]

[ mood | calm ]

[ music | The Stone - DMB ]

The Honest & Emotion Survey

*Honest Section*

1. Honestly, what color is your shirt?
green

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
the fact that i am screwed for mid-terms and all-state and my english paper, but i don't care at all

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
taking this survey

4. Honestly, do you think Johnny Depp is attractive?
YES

5. honestly, are you in love?
who knows

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
no

7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
i don't, kinda wish i did...

8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
danielle

9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
no

10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
lots of things... when people hurt others and are absolutely clueless about it. the fact that i'm a pushover. etc

11. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
no, i wish i did cause then i'd save a lot of time clipping my nails

12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
no, though according to my doctor i'm "underweight"

13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
meredith and robert, and marissa even though i haven't been talking to her as much lately... i should call her. but hopefully i will be going to nyc soon and i can meet up with meredith

14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
not that i can think of

15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
why would i be friends with them?

17. Honestly, are you in denial?
no

19. Honestly, do you like anyone?
i like everyone

20. Honestly, does anyone like you?
i hope at least SOMEONE likes me

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY

*Anger Section*

1. What do you do when you're mad?
i act like a bitch to everyone even though i feel really bad about it

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
probably just act like a bitch to people who really didn't deserve it. that's all i can think of

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
not that i'm aware of.

*CRYING SECTION*

1. When was the last time you really cried?
not for a while, i think some time around christmas

2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
yeah

3. Do certain songs make you cry?
depends what kind of mood i'm in

4. What usually makes you cry?
thinking no one cares about me

*Happy Section*

1. Are you normally a happy person?
lately, moreso than usual

2. What can make you happy?
the final episode of sex and the city, having a really long conversation with someone on the phone or in person, looking forward to something, accomplishing something i didn't think i'd be able to, chocolate

3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
yes, unless i am in a bad mood and all i want to do is be angry at them even if it's not their faults

4. Do you believe in yourself?
sometimes

5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
it's always nice to hear a compliment, but it won't like reverse my whole mood

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[Wednesday, January 10th 2007]||[6:37pm]

[ mood | content ]

[ music | Material Girl ]

So, yesterday I walk out to my car and I am about to leave when I see a piece of paper on my windshield! How exciting! So I get out of my car and read it, and I found the following work of genius:

I love you a lot
Especially when you buy me pot
You are so sexy and cool
I think we should rendevouz in a pool
Your Asians ain't got nothing on me
Because I am your favorite white love can't you see

I love you, happy Tuesday

I wonder who could have produced such an incredible work of art... surely not Danielle...

what would you say

[Tuesday, January 9th 2007]||[4:21pm]

[ mood | disappointed ]

[ music | Eve of Destruction - Barry McGuire ]

People will always disappoint you.

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[Thursday, January 4th 2007]||[3:11am]

[ mood | discontent ]

[ music | Eternal Flame - The Bangles ]

I am really tired of everything. My heart's not in anything anymore. The only class I like is Latin. I absolutely hate my other classes, even orchestra which I was excited to be in again.

I guess the only upside is that I don't really need to work superhard on anything anymore, since I'm into college and I'm pretty much set as long as I keep my grades up and like don't get arrested. I just wish I cared about all the bullshit I have to do all day.

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[Friday, December 22nd 2006]||[7:00pm]

[ mood | content ]

[ music | the awesome cd jamie made me ]

Jamie, this CD is wonderful. And Karen, these cookies are delicious.

I liked playing Christmas songs this morning. It really helped get me in the Christmas mood, finally. And hopefully it made people a little less frazzled about the test, because Christmas carols are nice :)

But that Latin test was a BEAST. I was glad to go home right afterwards.

And now I plan on sleeping for like 10 straight days.

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[Friday, December 15th 2006]||[9:30pm]

[ mood | ecstatic ]

[ music | Dirty Mind - The Pipettes ]

I GOT INTO NYU!!!!!

I am just in disbelief. It was kind of a long shot and today I was just freaking out. But then I get home and see an NYU sweatshirt hanging on the door in the garage... and then my mom is in the kitchen with this package... oh man. I was just thinking all this time how if they don't want me then it's not the right school for me (and everyone should remember that because the school knows itself better than you know it so if they don't want you, it's probably not the right place for you)... but I am really happy it is. I am going to live in New York City next year!!!! Danielle is going to be like 30 minutes away from me! And Christina is TOTALLY going to Columbia so we will get coffee together like every day. To everyone who actually thought I could get in - I love you I love you I love you and appreciate it so much cause if EVERYONE had been saying to me "oh yeah, NYU is way hard to get into" then I probably would have like jumped off a cliff before today.

Oh man. I am so excited. I am SO excited. And I am so excited for everyone else who finds out today/soon! And I am excited for those who don't get into their first choice. Cause hey, just think of Aeneas and fate... perhaps you need to found a new city somewhere other than where you think you want to go.

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!! Now time for a fun night with a bunch of hot Asians.

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[Tuesday, December 12th 2006]||[3:11am]

[ mood | calm ]

[ music | You Can't Always Get What You Want ]

Today was kind of a shitty day. Not making NEMFA is fine, because like no one did, and as Danielle put it "I guess they're not letting sexy people in". But people are annoying... going to college will be nice to get away from certain people, but I will miss a lot of people too.

And this week... who knows what this week will bring. Everything happens for a reason, right?

Christmas is soon, which makes everything better. I cannot wait to watch It's A Wonderful Life, and Love Actually, and drink hot chocolate and have a Grey's marathon with Meg and Christina and make a gingerbread house with my sister and do karaoke with my family... good times all around. So no matter what happens, there are always good times at Christmas.

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[Friday, December 8th 2006]||[3:16am]

[ mood | content ]

[ music | Linger - The Cranberries ]

Sooooo I am going to fail my US news quiz tomorrow. And my Latin project. And NEMFA, three times over. But it's all good...

Quotes of the day:
"Well that makes sense. If you have a condom and use it five times it's probably gonna fail the last time."
-Jamie talking about the statistic that condoms can fail 80% of the time

Christina: So, if you don't get in, which you WON'T...
*silence*
*I start hitting Christina with my gym bag*
Christina: DOUBLE NEGATIVE! DOUBLE NEGATIVE!

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[Monday, December 4th 2006]||[10:53pm]

[ mood | exhausted ]

Took this from the sexiest person ever... aka Pronoma. Cause I'm real bored and don't feel like studying for CI.

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie!

Opening credits:
Wait - Go Set Go

Waking Up:
The Way You Make Me Feel - MJ (haha what a great song to wake up to)

First Day At School:
When I'm 64 - The Beatles (okay...)

Falling In Love:
Come Go With Me - The Beach Boys

Fight Song:
Miss Halfway - Anya Marina (yeah, that's fitting...)

Breaking Up:
Save Me - Dave Matthews

Prom:
Lover Lay Down - DMB

Life:
It's Raining Men (hahaha)

Mental Breakdown:
With or Without You - U2

Driving:
Dance, Dance, Dance - The Beach Boys

Flashback:
Yesterday - The Beatles (wow that actually is accurate)

Getting back together:
Dreams - The Cranberries

Wedding:
Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow

Birth of Child:
One Sweet World - DMB

Final Battle:
I Wanna Be Sedated

Death Song:
I Can't Get No Satisfaction - The Rolling Stones

Funeral Song:
Catch the Wind - Donovan

End Credits:
Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds - The Beatles

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